Strangely and wonderfully excited.
So much so that I almost feel trapped within my own skin. I feel jumpy (and I've only had one cup of coffee). I feel like I might just explode. I keep making mistakes while I try to type this because I'm trying to type so fast. I just tried to keep my hands still for a second and I couldn't -- they're shaking.
But I don't want to be a thunder-taker, so (for now) the lights are off -- you're left in the dark.